Nicholas was an amazing baby boy. From the moment that he was born, his presence was breathtaking, it was impossible not to fall in love with him . He was always such a happy and very active baby . Our very special baby boy would make my heart melt when his first words came out to say mama . Our daughter and him had such a very special bond that no one will ever break. She was his very best friend. Nicholas was able to start walking right before his first birthday and climbing up on everything and anything. I’m so proud of the milestones he was able to accomplish in this little time. I Wish we could’ve seen him grow up, to see him run around and play with his sister and cousins, but unfortunately God had a different plan. He needed you with him, and even though you aren’t physically here my love, your spirit will always live through me. I will never forget u, and will always and forever miss you . Our heart aches for you, when u left u took a piece of me that I hope one day I can recover from .My heart is broken but I know I have to let you go . Rest in peace my beautiful baby boy

—your mama